Thursday, October 26, 2006
well.
gazing into the starless city nightsky.
it seems to me,
that we,
living in a city,
are a miserable lot of people.
the missing stars seem to represent the missing wants we all have.
and we're all searching for the unseen.
the unfelt.
and the unknown.
so farfetched.
we seem to have forgotten
that besides the missing stars,
we have everything else a country side doesnt have...
count your blessings and feel blessed.
well, i'm not saying that having a want is a sin.
just that before reaching out for ur goals in life,
perhaps one shld just look around oneself,
and appreciate whatever u have..
it's not like u're going to have them with u forever..
=)
well. now to serious blogging.
now i'm trying to convert myself back to my serious self.
too much com games
i find it very tough to sit down and work on my PW.
hais.
that's why i cant be an OGL.
i cant switch fast enough.
yea.
was trying to churn out videos for my PW OP.
well.
i think it's pretty tough.
cos i dont have the suitable songs.
and i thought i found one perfect one.
just somehow realised that it's not within my capabilities to shorten the song.
hais.
OP is so near.
and i've not started on my InR yet.
shit.
yay. i cant wait to get a job soon.
zzzz.
sad to say, i've nv worked before.
simply becos my parents dont allow.
"no job for u when u're below 17."
yay. =.=
hahaa.
dreaming of a sales job.
so fun la.
keep meeting new ppl and facing so many challenges.
time to brush up on my tongue power too anw. lol.
i'm going for a boating trip to kusu island.
well. i'm quite happy to be in the arms of the sea again.
just that it's quite boring when there's no one to talk to.
plus the beach is not real de. >.<
how i hate it.
i miss the beaches in my childhood memories.
where the sand are so fine and so nice.
little crabs scrambling around.
hermit crabs in their shells.
(i once thought seeput had legs. until i grew to know that it's a hermit crab inside. =.=)
and yea.
maybe it's this exposure that made me grow to love the sea.
it's just so beautiful. >.<
especially when the sunsets and the sea glitters.
myriads of diamonds. haha.
did i use correctly? haha
well. it's been the last day of school.
i guess it's inevitable that s16 wouldnt be moving up as a class.
not that it's not a good thing
just that i'd miss u peeps.
i consider myself really lucky to be in s16.
the people
the love i felt.
the fun i had.
the soccer i played.
was indeed memorable.
=) thank you so much.
well. before i sign off.
maybe i shld just say something.
it all started off with an ill-fated truth or dare game.
and it got worse with my blog entry.
time has passed and i guess,
it's only right that i end it all nicely.
yep.
just to say that maybe she's not the one whom i'm looking for.
yeah. i'm putting everything into the past le.
well. as much as i tell myself to live life with no regrets,
i cant help to regret that i've pretty much lost a friend.
yeah.
and to her, i sincerely hope that she can hold on to her driving force.
=) all the best. ^^
9:17 AM
shenghui*
Monday, October 09, 2006
hmmm.
i deliver my promise le
after promos will update
so here i am.
haha
hmmm.
today is quite an emotional day for everyone
cos we got back our prelims results.
so sad sial see everyone quite affected by their results.
dunno how to console oso. >.<
very gek sim sial.
haissss.
well. i've an advice to all peeps who didnt do as well as they wanted.
NEVER.
i repeat, never!
never brood over bad results.
why brood in the first place?
you yong ma?
lai ba!
da jia shi ji yi dian!
do the most important thing!
JIAN TAO ZI JI
be true to urself!
be true to urself as to the reason why u did so badly!
and yep.
after knowing what's the problem,
BREAKTRHOUGH THEM
well.
no matter what.
success is a relative term
life is full of failures.
and be glad about it!
imagine a life without failures.
will there be a term called "sweet success"?
no. there wont be.
it's just like if u have abalone for every meal.
breakfast lunch and dinner.
how would abalone be special?
abalone's special cos it's rare!
it's hard to get!
that's why!
so how can be success easy.
success wont be easy.
but it'll still be manageable. trust me.
=)
talking about failures.
i've failed in a lot of areas.
and in some areas, i find it very hard to climb up back.
sigh.
i'm just hoping i'd meet someone who can really pull me back up.
yep.
=)
i'm waiting. haha.
hmmmm.
today has been a pretty bad day for me too.
well.
i think it's more of stress than depression.
hmmm.
many many problems with eclub.
with crossroad.
with my business unit.
hais.
i dont know how to control.
i think i've failed as a leader.
sigh.
really.
things are going really really out of hand.
and jj opening is just this friday.
but i know.
i'm going to do everything i can.
i'm going to do everything i can.
to make the event another success.
and to make bu3 a wonderful success!
CROSSROAD SHALL PROSPER.
CROSSROAD SHALL BLING BLING!!!
CROSSROAD SHALL SHINGGGG!!!
hahaha!
oh ya.
i think i have to write about something.
as a gratitude.
yep. and the person is huiyi.
i think i'm really lucky to have friends like her.
really thanks for introducing niutrend internationals to me
before that i've been feeling that my life is trapped in a shell.
in an empty shell. and i dont know how to breakthrough it.
but with ur jie shao,
i guess, i'm seeing light. =)
although it's at the end of the tunnel.
i'll make sure i reach there. =)
no matter how hard it'll get.
8:11 AM
shenghui*
