looking forward to the future...

Friday, August 11, 2006

which shld i choose?
something that i want
or something that is practical?
if it was the old me, i'd have chosen practicality.
in the past, i've always had this idea
-interest doesnt guarantee ur rice bowl.-
now,
i dont know.
zzz
having experienced 17 years of life,
i realised,
doing something u really want.
is very important.
not only can it bring u happiness,
it can also bring u success.
like i've said before.
passion.
as a young boy, i've drooled over foreign currency.
dreamed abt selling them at high prices when they were rare.
watched HK shows and got puzzled at how the market works.
didnt understand how they managed to control the market.
asked my mum and she told me "study more and u'll know it."
but what am i studying now?
chemistry
maths
physics
how useful.
and i really suck with the above.
just dont catch the ball.
dont have what i call the "natural feel" for them
okay. enough of all these. i'll get straight to the point.
ever since the Os.
i've asked my mum whether can i go poly to study bizz.
my mum was reluctant.
my family wasnt that keen.
now in JC. i asked my mum.
if i were to manage to get grades good enough for bizz in uni,
can i go for SMU?
again. she didnt allow.
my family wasnt the least keen.
i dont get it.
when can i get what i want?
it's not like i'm making foolish decisions.
yes. i know. it's a lifetime decision.
do u think i dont know?
i've contemplated over them more than u've
i know. u people love me.
but it's not like i dont love myself either?
but it's not like i've an IQ of below 100 and i cant make decisions myself?
like u, i'm as concerned over my own future.
who wouldnt be? tell me.

7:29 PM
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