looking forward to the future...

Saturday, July 08, 2006

i shall blog abt today.
the bottle's filled to the brim, once again.
i need some vent.
sigh.

today.
2 lessons. clashed with Tbreak.
after the lessons.. went to do some red bean.
then went out with 06s16.
then. the moods started to take over me.
yi qi and wanting was able to see my "moodswing"
and was asking me what happened.
sorry. i wasnt really able to say.
cos.
i really dont wanna anyone to know.
my heart ached along the way back to school.
it's so hard to hide feelings.
intense feelings.
intense lost.
i dont know what to do.
deep down inside.
i'm a very emotional and feeling person.
he who doesnt know me will think i'm an all-smiles person.

then. reached jjc. nich wasnt at tbreak anymore.
tried calling him.
engaged
engaged
and engaged
gave up and went home
perhaps due to the energy consuming moods.
i fell into a deep sleep on the bus.
woke up seeing the clementi fire station.
dang.
but hey.
something amusing was i saw ting you at the bus stop.
was staring at her.
hoping that she will look up and i'll give a stupid face
hahahaaa.
but that nv happened.
booo

so there i was. at clementi interchange.
dumb me went to ask if there was an ezlink making office.
i only realised my stupidity when i asked the ppl in the information counter.
bleah
so. bopian.
went to jurong to make my ezlink
at last.
it was done.
my heart ached again.
oh. how i miss my old ezlink
with my primary foto and a sky blue color!
oh mans.

haha. then came the fun!!!
oh man.
went out to play with 06s14 ppl
they rock i tell u.
i'm so blessed to know them in first 3 months
all simple fun people.
i really enjoyed myself to the fullest extend.
went to take neos.
I WANT A NEO WITH 06s16!!!
=.=
okay. i sound pretty sissy.
but. hey.
neos are nice what.
so fun la. especially when u get so baffled by the jap and u start scolding the machine. LOL.

so after that we parted.
got home not long ago.
then i started to think a lot.
=.=
then got moody again.
so i kinda came here to blog.
feeling a lot better now.
sorry arh.
if my entry bored u.
=x
if u managed to read everything.
thanks for the effort.
=)

8:28 AM
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