Friday, August 11, 2006
which shld i choose?
something that i want
or something that is practical?
if it was the old me, i'd have chosen practicality.
in the past, i've always had this idea
-interest doesnt guarantee ur rice bowl.-
now,
i dont know.
zzz
having experienced 17 years of life,
i realised,
doing something u really want.
is very important.
not only can it bring u happiness,
it can also bring u success.
like i've said before.
passion.
as a young boy, i've drooled over foreign currency.
dreamed abt selling them at high prices when they were rare.
watched HK shows and got puzzled at how the market works.
didnt understand how they managed to control the market.
asked my mum and she told me "study more and u'll know it."
but what am i studying now?
chemistry
maths
physics
how useful.
and i really suck with the above.
just dont catch the ball.
dont have what i call the "natural feel" for them
okay. enough of all these. i'll get straight to the point.
ever since the Os.
i've asked my mum whether can i go poly to study bizz.
my mum was reluctant.
my family wasnt that keen.
now in JC. i asked my mum.
if i were to manage to get grades good enough for bizz in uni,
can i go for SMU?
again. she didnt allow.
my family wasnt the least keen.
i dont get it.
when can i get what i want?
it's not like i'm making foolish decisions.
yes. i know. it's a lifetime decision.
do u think i dont know?
i've contemplated over them more than u've
i know. u people love me.
but it's not like i dont love myself either?
but it's not like i've an IQ of below 100 and i cant make decisions myself?
like u, i'm as concerned over my own future.
who wouldnt be? tell me.
7:29 PM
shenghui*
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
national day.
public holiday.
but still went to school
to meet the renovator.
not bad. at least we got our ideas through
haha.
oh ya.
regarding the tshirt museum project
i love it.
it's a whole new experience for me
i've no designing knowledge.
i dont know how renovators work.
but now i'm learning. =)
xD at last, something useful.
not like chem.
next stop is setting up a JJAffinity webpage.
something i'm not exposed to.
soemthing new agaiN! =D
frankly speaking.
i'm pretty sad that eclub has taken away my fun time.
no matter what, i'm pretty much a fun loving person.
but today, ms tiong sorta enlightened me.
she said.
"if u're doing more things out of studies than normal students, you should sacrifice something."
"like me, i'm a teacher doing more of admin work. i sacrifice my slp in my case."
hmmm.
i cant sacrifice slp.
weak immune system. must slp or i'll break apart.
then what's left?
playtime lor.
=(
hahaha. BUT NEVERMIND.
play time it shall be.
THEN I SHALL MAKE SCHOOL HOURS MY PLAYTIME, HAHA!
hmmm.
have been reading the book
"business school for people who love helping people"
by the author of rich dad poor dad.
richard toyosaki i think. xP
hmmm.
the book exposed me to ideas i've felt.
but have never fully understood.
hmmmm.
sorta agree with him.
school's teaching us how to be employees.
good nice lovable employees.
zzz.
1:20 AM
shenghui*
Monday, August 07, 2006
I MUST BLOG.
many things happened.
and among the things.
there's one that really touched my heart.
it's just so nice to see s16 helping one another.
people helping one another to find EoM articles.
that is something, that s16 can be really proud of.
other classes, some of them dont even bother.
even when it's within their own groups.
that's really sad.
maybe we have a wonderful chairman.
maybe we crap together.
maybe we soccer together.
maybe we have a super civics tutor.
maybe, it's just s16. =)
u guys rock.
hmmmm.
and ya.
someone said
"sebas, ni hao xiang hao mang arh"
hmmm.
busy yes.
but with no complains. =)
to me, i think i'm leading a good life now.
all becos i'm doing something i enjoy.
=)
passion is really the key to everything.
how come some people excel in areas u dont?
becos they have the passion.
to me passion is the key to everything in life.
music.
sports.
arts.
whatever.
talent is one thing
passion is the other. =)
to all s16 peeps.
jia you. =)
7:39 AM
shenghui*
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
it's pretty hard to get me to regret over something i've done before.
but now..
sigh.
i'm regretting.
if all these had not happened,
my life would have been more smooth sailing.
sigh, perhaps it's destined.
hmmm. yep. tml's physics paper.
last paper
last paper
last paper
saw it?
YES. LAST PAPER.
muahahahaha.
at last,
^^
to all the people out there,
be optimistic,
flunking in common tests doesnt,
in any way, impede ur intelligence.
why cry over spilt milk?
the most important thing is to know what went wrong!
xD
sleepy?
drowsy?
NEVER really STUDY?
these are the factors!
know them and cancel them out the next time! =D
haha!
hmmmm.
my life's on a bumpy road.
i hope my suspension can take it...
let me just hope that all these would be over soon..
8:01 PM
shenghui*
