looking forward to the future...

Saturday, July 29, 2006

let me show some possitive attitude
this week has been auspicious
so auspicious.

went to library today.
my character just dont suit the place.
i feel so pek cek over there.
so pek cek.
just cannot study.
cannot concentrate
perhaps i'm impatient.
felt so breathless and helpless.
so immediately angie yiqi boonhun and nelson left
i oso wanted to leave.
wanna go to CC to study liao.
just cannot make it over there.
utter waste of time.
so i had dinner with victor.
watched some band performance.
lol.
they have bad balancing
the song is there tehnically.
but it just doesnt sound nice.
the whole song was pretty much disappointing.
then went to CC le.
things started to get better and i advanced with my work at a faster pace
but thinking that i've the whole day tml, i didnt do pretty much either.
just good enough for the time i had.
went home and my cute little cousin called me
"ah bee gor gor, tml can come my house and give me tuition?"
*dies*
LOL.
next week got test lei. HOW!?
but nvm. i agreed. cos i know i still got monday and tml's morning.
SHLD BE enough.
i hope.

i think i might have slight parkinson's disease.
or maybe i'm just low on glucose.
i cant control my hands.
they keep vibrating.
at rest they dont
but when i move it, it's not steady at all.
LOL.
had a hard time trying to pick up fish balls from the soup with chopsticks during lunch.
LOL.

oh ya. later got my fravourite icecream
xD
swenson's MANGO TANGO.
omg. xD
love it man.
*drools*

8:09 AM
shenghui*

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

sorry peeps,
havent blogged for a long time
sigh.
this week has been a pretty bad one.
screwed up my physics.
and where did the error begin?
from the start.
i didnt find the period of oscillation.
how careless can i get.
immediately after the paper.
my heart sank to rock bottom.
couldnt concentrate during econs lecture.
was ultimately depressed
my A lvl results!
i felt so much like dying.
so much..

that wasnt the worst..
civics yesterday killed my week.
me and my foul mouth.
why did i suggest truth or dare.
now i got myself into... argh.
i pretty much suck at such things.
since everyone has found it to be so obvious,
i might as well just say it.
yes i like her.
but pls dont make her feel awkward.
thanks.

at last i've got my blog bgm going.
new song.
secret garden's hymn to hope.
hope u people like it
and may ur hopes and wishes come true.

all the best for ur common tests,
sebas.

7:15 AM
shenghui*

Saturday, July 08, 2006

i shall blog abt today.
the bottle's filled to the brim, once again.
i need some vent.
sigh.

today.
2 lessons. clashed with Tbreak.
after the lessons.. went to do some red bean.
then went out with 06s16.
then. the moods started to take over me.
yi qi and wanting was able to see my "moodswing"
and was asking me what happened.
sorry. i wasnt really able to say.
cos.
i really dont wanna anyone to know.
my heart ached along the way back to school.
it's so hard to hide feelings.
intense feelings.
intense lost.
i dont know what to do.
deep down inside.
i'm a very emotional and feeling person.
he who doesnt know me will think i'm an all-smiles person.

then. reached jjc. nich wasnt at tbreak anymore.
tried calling him.
engaged
engaged
and engaged
gave up and went home
perhaps due to the energy consuming moods.
i fell into a deep sleep on the bus.
woke up seeing the clementi fire station.
dang.
but hey.
something amusing was i saw ting you at the bus stop.
was staring at her.
hoping that she will look up and i'll give a stupid face
hahahaaa.
but that nv happened.
booo

so there i was. at clementi interchange.
dumb me went to ask if there was an ezlink making office.
i only realised my stupidity when i asked the ppl in the information counter.
bleah
so. bopian.
went to jurong to make my ezlink
at last.
it was done.
my heart ached again.
oh. how i miss my old ezlink
with my primary foto and a sky blue color!
oh mans.

haha. then came the fun!!!
oh man.
went out to play with 06s14 ppl
they rock i tell u.
i'm so blessed to know them in first 3 months
all simple fun people.
i really enjoyed myself to the fullest extend.
went to take neos.
I WANT A NEO WITH 06s16!!!
=.=
okay. i sound pretty sissy.
but. hey.
neos are nice what.
so fun la. especially when u get so baffled by the jap and u start scolding the machine. LOL.

so after that we parted.
got home not long ago.
then i started to think a lot.
=.=
then got moody again.
so i kinda came here to blog.
feeling a lot better now.
sorry arh.
if my entry bored u.
=x
if u managed to read everything.
thanks for the effort.
=)

8:28 AM
shenghui*

hui yi guo qu*

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