looking forward to the future...

Thursday, June 29, 2006

hi peeps.
i'm back once again.
somehow.
there's a lot of things to blog abt after the june holidays.
my feelings
the happenings.
and what's more is that.
they arent good at all.

but before i start ranting on the crap of the day, let me just praise someone.
gabriel lim kiong seng.
i was sick the last two days.
and i was really sick.
my health's bad.
i fall sick easily and constantly and they come hard on me.
38.5 degrees celcius.
i felt like dying.
i felt like running away from this cruel world.
into the affinity and beyond.
becos. i was ill at the worst imaginable time
when my PW group was rushing the WR.
really. i felt the ache in me when i saw the thermometer glarring a 38.5 degrees at me.
why.
why.
this year is bad.
i'm always falling ill at the most crucial moments.
when the people arnd me need me. and also when i need to be there.
it happened once in ELF (u can ask wanting).
and it happened again...
apparently, i left everything to gabriel,
who was the only person i could trust the work to (i'm sorry but i've to put it so balantly. if u're offended, pls click on the cross at the top right hand corner of the screen.)
and everything got on well. so well.
i'm so glad. i'm so relieved.
and i owe it all to gabriel.
it doesnt take a genious to know who's into the PW.
i guess. soon after i write finish my blog, he'll be slogging his way through PW.
doing compilation.
such commitment.
where to find?
5 guys.
5 guys in one PW grp.
i've made it clear to others.
even if it's an ALL GUY GROUP.
we still can do it.
AND WE CAN DO IT BETTER.

oh yea.
pardon me if u're an RnD exco out there.
let me tell u something.
it's ur loss.
it's ur CCA's loss that Gabriel took such a position.
he's worth more than that i tell u.
and if u were to make a fool of Gabriel from this statement,
u utterly DONT deserve ur position in EXCO.
Short Sweet and Simple.
period.

darn.
my mama naggingggg.
=.=
canot blog more le.
see ya guys. xD
s16! xD hoorah!

8:36 AM
shenghui*

Monday, June 26, 2006

i dont know what to feel now lah.
just got this urge to blog.
somehow. somehow.
i'm loving s16 more and more each day.
such a diverse class.
well. to some people,
a diverse class isnt good at all.
but to me, in s16,
everyday is a challenge.
everyday is a new adventure..
i'm seeing new elements in everyone suddenly.
perhaps i'm getting closer with s16?
perhaps i've suddenly got alert after the june holi break?
and maybe i shld say something. s16 is a pretty witty class.
some of them are pretty intelligent people.
hey hey. i know. lol. u must be thinking i'm going bonkers
but hey! lol. my idea of intelligence is pretty different from the norm.
to me. intelligence doesnt mean academic success.
and academic excellence (at least in sg and up till probably A lvls) doesnt need a lot of intellect.
especially for science subjects.
if u've the memory power,
u own. lol.
kinda unfair to those not born with it eh? lol
aiyah. in conclusion.
i've yet to know a lot of my class peeps in depth.
still kinda superficial.
but i'm looking forward to breaking their codes! xD
sorry la. i'm extravert ma.
love knowing people and mixing with people.
so. haha! bear with it.
maybe one of the codes comes out to be "apple" sial. lol.
then the thing will unlock and releasing paparus.
okay. sorry. that's dumb.
^^
k la
signing off.
sebas! xD

9:12 AM
shenghui*

Saturday, June 24, 2006

bahhh. whatever.
i need to blog.
cant bottle up my feelings anymore.
darn fedup with my life.

first. i want to complain about JC life.
okay great. i know i sound like a wimp now.
but i can tell u. i believe my life would be a hell lot better in poly.
not because i can slack.
but because i'd be studying subjects i like!
TO HELL WITH CHEMISTRY
TO HELL WITH MATHS
i hate my life now.
cant wait for uni years.

PW.
what fugging shit.
regret going for the needy camp..
took up my weekends and my 3rd week of holiday.
and now my pw is in utter mess
MESS
i get so pissed thinking of it.
FUG man.

oh yea. and what bloody june holidays is that
SUE ME FOR DEFEMATION IF U DISAGREE WITH ME.
JUST WHAT THE HELL ARE THE TEACHERS THINKING!?
DONT THEY KNOW WE ARE FUGGED UP WELL ENOUGH?
PW IS ONE FUGGING SHIT ENOUGH.
AND WHAT THE HELL?
GP THOUSAND WORD ESSAY
GP PORTFOLIO
AND THIS IS NOT THE WORSE.
WHAT FUGGING SHIT PHYSICS HOMEWORK IS THAT
AND THE TEACHER HAS GOT THE CHEEK TO SAY " ENJOY UR QUESTIONS"
NO.
THEY DONT SMELL OR LOOK GOOD AT ALL
TO HELL WITH IT.
i'm fugged up in term 2 enough.
i've lagged my maths.
binomial. trigo. all the way up till now.
i was still full of hopes of catching up this holiday.
seriously speaking.
i enjoy studying. i hate homework.
AND I BLOODY HATE UNREASONABLE AMOUNTS OF HOMEWORK
WHAT IS THIS>
SOME SORT OF TRADITION?
singapore style of education.
work. just pure work.
and mindless mugging.
GET A LIFE ALRIGHT?
teach less learn more?
WHAT IS THIS.
please. it's time to change this education style
mugging and pure memorising of facts is the past.
what is the com for?
for storage!
our brains are for processing!
NOT FOR MINDLESS MEMORISING U TURD.

one last thing.
what's the diff between infatuation and like?

theres this girl, that i like...

8:21 PM
shenghui*

hui yi guo qu*

the past ]]*