Thursday, August 18, 2005
well.
after watching the jue dui superstar.
i'm now feeling kinda sad that he's out.
i truly admire his voice.
suddenly.
i think i understood another life lesson.
wat seems to an underhand method,
still has it's value.
why do i say that?
although i seriously detest junyang coming to nhss to get votes.
but now, i seem to feel that he's right after all.
his future is in his own hands.
if he doesnt do his own publicity, who will?
30% from judges and 70% from sms votes.
that's total bullshit.
it has been a battle of publicity since the start of the competition.
i failed to realise the power of advertising.
i stood ground to that if junyang has the voice,
and if it can capture hearts,
votes will automatically come in.
but i was partially wrong.
i underestimated the power of advertising..
as for kelvin, his voice is indeed better than junyang,
heaven's fair.
god gave him good vocals, in return for his vision.
no matter how wonderful his vocals is,
kelvin's singing still lacked of something.
something crucial.
he doesnt leave me feeling satisfied,
instead he leaves me feeling lost.
but i've no idea wat's that about.
maybe onli i feel that way? =x
9:22 AM
shenghui*
Sunday, August 14, 2005
0600
i just slept at 0330
and i was woken up by an unknown force at 0530
i was left feeling drained of blood
vision was bad
and i needed a few seconds before i could see things clearly
what was that?
i could literally dream of "that force"
it was "something" in my dream
and it's not the first time i've experienced it
but this time round
the attack was fierce
and long enough for these effects
i was fighting it in my dream
was forcing the words "gei...wo....zou..."
i didnt manage to say "kai"
that force went off
it was not a pleasurable eperience
i guess
i need a walk
outside
6:01 PM
shenghui*
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
dun ask me why.
but i just have the sudden urge to write down my thoughts.
lol.
1. Money is the source of evil?
no. that's a statement by man who pushes the blame away.
the source of evil is not money.
the source of evil is the owner of the wallet.
perhaps, u may say, money can make a monk grow hair.
but think again, does the fault lie in the monk or in the money?
2. religions have negative attitudes about sex.
what's the big problem?
if sex is wrong. then how did jesus appear? how does reproduction take place?
animals appear from the sky? if that is true, noah's arc would have sunk.
(i apologise if i've offended any christians here.)
sex isnt wrong. religions' attitude isnt wrong either.
they have a bit of reason.
why so?
having sex isnt a sin. the sin only comes when one couldnt face the consequences of sex-addiction. just like drug-addiction, how many actually wake up from it?
reasonable enough?
3. Maybe gods do exist.
but one thing for sure, religion is only a psychological aid to many.
but when that becomes too influencial, the consequences arent that good.
think about the Jihad. agree?
if gods are omni-present, and they prevent suffering in mankind,
how do u argue for the poverty?
4. the last thought would be very interesting to some. but some may find it stupid.
becos, i just thought of an evironmental friendly and cost effective way of killing cockroaches.
nope. not that insecticides.
this time round, it's detergents.
detergents are very toxic.
if u see a cockroach, grab mama lemon and pump at it.
no ozone depleting gases and no pungent smells.
the cockroach will crawl out of the detergent puddle and within seconds, it will stay still.
then throw the cockroach away.
and feel free to use the excess detergent for ur dishes.
dun worry about the cockroach remains in the detergent.
being anti-bacterial, it's not unhygenic to reuse the detergent.
lol.
well. if u were to say that detergents not bio-degradable,
think again, would u rather have 2 environmental hazards or just one at home?
*smiles*
3:37 AM
shenghui*
