looking forward to the future...

Monday, April 25, 2005

i'm sorry abt the previous post.
i was about to explode.
sorry if i hurt any of u guys.
especially u.
dui bu qi.

4:37 AM
shenghui*

u wanted a breakup.
i asked for a patch.
u disagreed.
at last i'm getting over u.
and now wat?
wat am i to do?
everyone is asking why this why that.
cant anyone just think from my part?

i'm petty.
so be it.
wateva.
i'm not going to care.
if u dunno anything.
pls remain quiet.
watch the show for as long as u like.
i'm not going to bother.

who bothered when i'm totally down?
who cared when i'm about to explode.
i cant count for u now.
less than 5.
i can guarantee that.

4:25 AM
shenghui*

Saturday, April 09, 2005

i just read her blog.
and.
i cried.
i feel.. i feel so hurt.
i dunno why do i still love her.
I DUNNO WHY.
i realised..
i've been trying to avoid her these few days.
wo..
wo hao xiang hui qu yi qian..
zi ji yi ge ren de shen huo..
but..
no matter how hard i try.
i still think of the past.
and end up...
literally feeling my heart smashing..
into minute pieces.
...
i love her so..
when will she understand?
maybe.....
never..
...
we were once together.
be it a month or less.
we were still once together...
...
everytime..
i see jim and jq together.
i always feel happy for them.
but.
i'm jealous.
we started earlier than they did.
and we ended soon after.
i once felt like a lucki man.
i once did.
once...
...
i have been hoping
that things will get better.
i hoped that we could be together again.
it nv happened
i hoped that i'll forget abt her.
it too, nv happened...
why is heaven making fun of me?
am i not stressed and tired enuff?
o'lvls
syf..
i'm tired enuff.
i feel like giving up.
but i held on.
now wat?
physical torture is still not enuff?
...
my studies' a pile of shit.
my job's a dirty one.
my life's a jumkyard.
and u're nv going to know.. never going to know..
how much..
i..
feel..
for you.
and.. i'm nv going to know.. never going to know..
why..
am i in such devastation..

5:37 AM
shenghui*

Thursday, April 07, 2005

well.
today is an interesting day.
hmmm.
debra's bdae's today.
haha.
awww.
she's ONE DAY younger than me
wahaha.

anw.
aaron's new fone has been snatched away.
called the police.
and guess wat?
they came 1.5 hours later.
wowowowow.
now i realise, we have been influenced by propaganda since primary school
i remember writing this in a compo.
"i called the police, and they came less than 10 mins later"
wow.
how true.

erhem
i'm lazy to narrate wateva happened.
and..
readers of my wonderful blog,
if u have any sense,
pls do not crowd arnd arron and asking him wat happened.
the reason is obvious,
unless u dun have any human sense.

anwww,
i'm keeping this design template done by my da bian xiong aka meowmer aka buddddyy YEO HUIMIN for at least until 6th of may,
to thank her for wateva she has done for me since end of last year.
haha.
my true confidate.
x)
serious.
my best bud.
and my onli meowmer and da bian xiong gang.

HAHAHA. ANW. YEO HUIMIN, I'M NOT UR PARTNER IN CRIME. HEHE.
I'M JUST TRYING TO ENTERTAIN U.
LALA.
xD
jkjk~.
hehee.

5:36 AM
shenghui*

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

hahaha. it's my first time receiving four presssssies. haha.
see carefully. it's pressies.
not pretzos or some other nonsense that is going thru ur mind rite now.
whaha.

hey heyyyy.
ppl.
if u find this blog to resemble HUIMIN's.
pls do not be APPALLED.
well.
i got
dearrrrr HUIMIN
to DESIGN
this BLOG
for ME
on MY
birthDAY.
hahahahahaha.
xD
thx huimin.
hai shi ni dui wo zhui hao
hehe.
xD
JIE ROX.
wahahhahaha.

anwwww.
2 bond albums from shih han and huimin.
1 CUTE little KITTY music BOX from my darrling 207 gang.
woots.
1 half used HAPPY STRINGS SPRAY CAN from shih han and huimin. hehe. apparently, we played away half a can. so i'm left with another half -____-
and one sweett bottle of paper stars from my cute little junior wanting. hehe.
x)
thx loadssss.
LOVE YA ALL.
MUUUAAACKKKKXXX
waahhaa.

well well well.
curriculum time WAS wonderful
x)
was fooling arnd with the HAPPY STRINGS SPRAY CAN.
poor sean. poor phy. poor eric.
lucki yap and jianhao.
hmph.
annnnnd ya! stupid surin.
first person to quarrel with.
blah.
blast her.
hahaha.
lalalas.
too bad i'm the birthday boy.
haha.
they cant retaliate.
muahahahahahaha.

co wasnt very great.
almost cried out.
x
sigh.
i'll miss mr goh.
serious.
he's just.. just so nice...
tml is mr ng le.
hope everything goes well.
hope..

anw.
I WANT A GOLD FOR SYF.
>.<

9:27 AM
shenghui*

hui yi guo qu*

the past ]]*