Wednesday, November 28, 2007

12:32 AM
shenghui*

Thursday, October 26, 2006

well.
gazing into the starless city nightsky.
it seems to me,
that we,
living in a city,
are a miserable lot of people.
the missing stars seem to represent the missing wants we all have.
and we're all searching for the unseen.
the unfelt.
and the unknown.
so farfetched.
we seem to have forgotten
that besides the missing stars,
we have everything else a country side doesnt have...
count your blessings and feel blessed.
well, i'm not saying that having a want is a sin.
just that before reaching out for ur goals in life,
perhaps one shld just look around oneself,
and appreciate whatever u have..
it's not like u're going to have them with u forever..
=)

well. now to serious blogging.
now i'm trying to convert myself back to my serious self.
too much com games
i find it very tough to sit down and work on my PW.
hais.
that's why i cant be an OGL.
i cant switch fast enough.
yea.

was trying to churn out videos for my PW OP.
well.
i think it's pretty tough.
cos i dont have the suitable songs.
and i thought i found one perfect one.
just somehow realised that it's not within my capabilities to shorten the song.
hais.
OP is so near.
and i've not started on my InR yet.
shit.

yay. i cant wait to get a job soon.
zzzz.
sad to say, i've nv worked before.
simply becos my parents dont allow.
"no job for u when u're below 17."
yay. =.=
hahaa.
dreaming of a sales job.
so fun la.
keep meeting new ppl and facing so many challenges.
time to brush up on my tongue power too anw. lol.

i'm going for a boating trip to kusu island.
well. i'm quite happy to be in the arms of the sea again.
just that it's quite boring when there's no one to talk to.
plus the beach is not real de. >.<
how i hate it.
i miss the beaches in my childhood memories.
where the sand are so fine and so nice.
little crabs scrambling around.
hermit crabs in their shells.
(i once thought seeput had legs. until i grew to know that it's a hermit crab inside. =.=)
and yea.
maybe it's this exposure that made me grow to love the sea.
it's just so beautiful. >.<
especially when the sunsets and the sea glitters.
myriads of diamonds. haha.
did i use correctly? haha

well. it's been the last day of school.
i guess it's inevitable that s16 wouldnt be moving up as a class.
not that it's not a good thing
just that i'd miss u peeps.
i consider myself really lucky to be in s16.
the people
the love i felt.
the fun i had.
the soccer i played.
was indeed memorable.
=) thank you so much.

well. before i sign off.
maybe i shld just say something.
it all started off with an ill-fated truth or dare game.
and it got worse with my blog entry.
time has passed and i guess,
it's only right that i end it all nicely.
yep.
just to say that maybe she's not the one whom i'm looking for.
yeah. i'm putting everything into the past le.
well. as much as i tell myself to live life with no regrets,
i cant help to regret that i've pretty much lost a friend.
yeah.
and to her, i sincerely hope that she can hold on to her driving force.
=) all the best. ^^

9:17 AM
shenghui*

Monday, October 09, 2006

hmmm.
i deliver my promise le
after promos will update
so here i am.
haha

hmmm.
today is quite an emotional day for everyone
cos we got back our prelims results.
so sad sial see everyone quite affected by their results.
dunno how to console oso. >.<
very gek sim sial.
haissss.

well. i've an advice to all peeps who didnt do as well as they wanted.
NEVER.
i repeat, never!
never brood over bad results.
why brood in the first place?
you yong ma?
lai ba!
da jia shi ji yi dian!
do the most important thing!
JIAN TAO ZI JI
be true to urself!
be true to urself as to the reason why u did so badly!
and yep.
after knowing what's the problem,
BREAKTRHOUGH THEM

well.
no matter what.
success is a relative term
life is full of failures.
and be glad about it!

imagine a life without failures.
will there be a term called "sweet success"?
no. there wont be.
it's just like if u have abalone for every meal.
breakfast lunch and dinner.
how would abalone be special?
abalone's special cos it's rare!
it's hard to get!
that's why!
so how can be success easy.
success wont be easy.
but it'll still be manageable. trust me.
=)

talking about failures.
i've failed in a lot of areas.
and in some areas, i find it very hard to climb up back.
sigh.
i'm just hoping i'd meet someone who can really pull me back up.
yep.
=)
i'm waiting. haha.

hmmmm.
today has been a pretty bad day for me too.
well.
i think it's more of stress than depression.
hmmm.
many many problems with eclub.
with crossroad.
with my business unit.
hais.
i dont know how to control.
i think i've failed as a leader.
sigh.
really.
things are going really really out of hand.
and jj opening is just this friday.
but i know.
i'm going to do everything i can.
i'm going to do everything i can.
to make the event another success.
and to make bu3 a wonderful success!
CROSSROAD SHALL PROSPER.
CROSSROAD SHALL BLING BLING!!!
CROSSROAD SHALL SHINGGGG!!!
hahaha!

oh ya.
i think i have to write about something.
as a gratitude.
yep. and the person is huiyi.
i think i'm really lucky to have friends like her.
really thanks for introducing niutrend internationals to me
before that i've been feeling that my life is trapped in a shell.
in an empty shell. and i dont know how to breakthrough it.
but with ur jie shao,
i guess, i'm seeing light. =)
although it's at the end of the tunnel.
i'll make sure i reach there. =)
no matter how hard it'll get.

8:11 AM
shenghui*

Friday, September 01, 2006

yea. at last i've the time to do this. =)

5 random facts about me:
1) i cannot read with human voices around me. my ears are somehow more dominant.
2) i like sweet things. =) (not in the sense of sugary)
3) i'm a pretty sentimental person.
4) no flirts pls, although i think i'm quite a flirt myself. ahs.
5) i adore selfhelp books. NO FICTION PLS.

5 things which scare me:
1) losing love ones. =(
2) being out of dispensable cash.
3) high places with below-waist railings. >.4) getting old and dependent.
5) no electricity. >.<

5 songs I am listening to: (ah! i hate to answer this.)
1)
2)
3)
4)
5)

5 things I like:
1) simple, nice and fun people. so that i can truly be myself with them. no need to ponder abt what's going through their minds.
2) i love s14. SENTOSA WAS UBER FUN WITH U PEEPS. xD
3) S16 SHING! xP
4) dedicated teachers. =)
5) to think. =P

5 things I say the most:
1) no la. i'm thinking something. (it's not my fault to say this. people somehow love to ask me why am i staring into space and not joining in their conv. =)
2) AH!
3) WA
4) good job
5) thankew!! xD

5 people to do this(must these ppl have a blog?):
1) joyce
2) meiting
3) jiameng
4) gabriel
5) yuanping. lol. =P

8:42 PM
shenghui*

Friday, August 11, 2006

which shld i choose?
something that i want
or something that is practical?
if it was the old me, i'd have chosen practicality.
in the past, i've always had this idea
-interest doesnt guarantee ur rice bowl.-
now,
i dont know.
zzz
having experienced 17 years of life,
i realised,
doing something u really want.
is very important.
not only can it bring u happiness,
it can also bring u success.
like i've said before.
passion.
as a young boy, i've drooled over foreign currency.
dreamed abt selling them at high prices when they were rare.
watched HK shows and got puzzled at how the market works.
didnt understand how they managed to control the market.
asked my mum and she told me "study more and u'll know it."
but what am i studying now?
chemistry
maths
physics
how useful.
and i really suck with the above.
just dont catch the ball.
dont have what i call the "natural feel" for them
okay. enough of all these. i'll get straight to the point.
ever since the Os.
i've asked my mum whether can i go poly to study bizz.
my mum was reluctant.
my family wasnt that keen.
now in JC. i asked my mum.
if i were to manage to get grades good enough for bizz in uni,
can i go for SMU?
again. she didnt allow.
my family wasnt the least keen.
i dont get it.
when can i get what i want?
it's not like i'm making foolish decisions.
yes. i know. it's a lifetime decision.
do u think i dont know?
i've contemplated over them more than u've
i know. u people love me.
but it's not like i dont love myself either?
but it's not like i've an IQ of below 100 and i cant make decisions myself?
like u, i'm as concerned over my own future.
who wouldnt be? tell me.

7:29 PM
shenghui*

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

national day.
public holiday.
but still went to school
to meet the renovator.
not bad. at least we got our ideas through
haha.
oh ya.
regarding the tshirt museum project
i love it.
it's a whole new experience for me
i've no designing knowledge.
i dont know how renovators work.
but now i'm learning. =)
xD at last, something useful.
not like chem.
next stop is setting up a JJAffinity webpage.
something i'm not exposed to.
soemthing new agaiN! =D

frankly speaking.
i'm pretty sad that eclub has taken away my fun time.
no matter what, i'm pretty much a fun loving person.
but today, ms tiong sorta enlightened me.
she said.
"if u're doing more things out of studies than normal students, you should sacrifice something."
"like me, i'm a teacher doing more of admin work. i sacrifice my slp in my case."
hmmm.
i cant sacrifice slp.
weak immune system. must slp or i'll break apart.
then what's left?
playtime lor.
=(
hahaha. BUT NEVERMIND.
play time it shall be.
THEN I SHALL MAKE SCHOOL HOURS MY PLAYTIME, HAHA!

hmmm.
have been reading the book
"business school for people who love helping people"
by the author of rich dad poor dad.
richard toyosaki i think. xP
hmmm.
the book exposed me to ideas i've felt.
but have never fully understood.
hmmmm.
sorta agree with him.
school's teaching us how to be employees.
good nice lovable employees.
zzz.

1:20 AM
shenghui*

Monday, August 07, 2006

I MUST BLOG.

many things happened.
and among the things.
there's one that really touched my heart.
it's just so nice to see s16 helping one another.
people helping one another to find EoM articles.
that is something, that s16 can be really proud of.
other classes, some of them dont even bother.
even when it's within their own groups.
that's really sad.
maybe we have a wonderful chairman.
maybe we crap together.
maybe we soccer together.
maybe we have a super civics tutor.
maybe, it's just s16. =)
u guys rock.

hmmmm.
and ya.
someone said
"sebas, ni hao xiang hao mang arh"
hmmm.
busy yes.
but with no complains. =)
to me, i think i'm leading a good life now.
all becos i'm doing something i enjoy.
=)
passion is really the key to everything.
how come some people excel in areas u dont?
becos they have the passion.
to me passion is the key to everything in life.
music.
sports.
arts.
whatever.
talent is one thing
passion is the other. =)

to all s16 peeps.
jia you. =)

7:39 AM
shenghui*

hui yi guo qu*

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